November 2009
6 posts
so old.
To: B,Skank ™ watever ————————- Original Message ————————- From: ~*11-15-07*~ Date: Nov 23, 2007 9:35 AM hi this is kc : u need speciaL TREATMENT CAUSE UR FUCKED IN THE HEAD AND U AND TAYLOR GO FUK EACHOTHER ————————- Original Message...
C.R.E.A.M.
Started smokin woolies at sixteen And running up in gates, and doing hits for high stakes Making my way on fire escapes No question I would speed, for cracks and weed The combination made my eyes bleed No question I would flow off, and try to get the dough all Sticking up white boys in ball courts My life got no better, same damn ‘Lo sweater Times is ruff and tuff like leather Figured out I...
Immortal Technique
This is the point from which I could never return And if I back down now then forever I burn This is the point from which I could never retreat Cause If I turn back now there can never be peace This is the point from which I will die and succeed Living the struggle, I know I’m alive when I bleed From now on it can never be the same as before Cause the place I’m from doesn’t exist...
I’ve gone to school every other day this week starting tuesday which means i only went twice. Today i need to get in touch with Emily after school. I need to go to the gym.
Bye.
fersure,
im miserable here, and i kind of want to die or move back to lowell.
briannareyes:
I haven’t been on tumblr since, forever. i’m going to try to go on it more often. i realized how much i love tumblr, i can write whatever i want to express my black feelings.
So a lot of people in my school hate me. hahaha. i have this one group of friends but the rest of the world thinks im a freak,maybe i come off to strong? i dont know. anyways.it’s halloween and i still havent...
October 2009
16 posts
The best thing I've done in a while.
I went to therapy for the first time, and absolutely cried every drop of water contained in my body for one person. I miss her so much, i think about it a lot but never in front of a person have i cried about it. Who knew how many problems i had. Everyone should go to counseling i think. Brianna Lee Reyes, i miss you and realized how much i miss the summer we spent errrryyyday together, we need to...
frack
broke my heart, for the second time.
fuck my life.
now your making me compete with jenny.
i fucking hate myself.
and i fucking hate her.
3 people in this world who i hate.
you know what lets scratch chris off this list because right now im loving him compared to how much i give two fucks about myself.
were down to 2 people in this world who i hate.
fucking shoot me.
I’ve been feeling the same wayy. Even though i havent seen you, your my sister. my best friend. my blackkkk best friend. i fucking love you. miss you too muchh, dont doubt for a second im going to get over it.
Stairway to Heaven.
Makes me think of you. And how i think we’re kind of drifting. Don’t put yourself in comparison with him, your better than that - all around. I don’t want you to ever feel like you have to beat him in the game of acheivements. Just remember, I love you. and you are so good to me. You make me feel so happy. Don’t leave just yet. Since we’ve been together i feel like...
nigguh made a pizza
tomorrow im going over fatimahs house and were meeting up with nickky and eric to color with free crayons penaut butter and jelly K bro. i made a crayon box out of a baseball bat and kevin found it and told semeter. greeaatt. so now im a “very creative girl, that has niicee tits” holaaahhh. so anyways, back to the plan - after coloring we be chillen, only for 5 hours this time not...
petermam:
brittany-alloveragain:
petermam:
Today.
I went to school, talked to the friends I barely like.
fell asleep and didn’t learn squat
fell behind in spanish because I don’t see any other purpose then talking it to my spanish friends that arent here in Mass.
I got hugs from strangers once again, I really need to get to know those two girls.
went to the doctor.
came home at 5
...
petermam:
Today.
I went to school, talked to the friends I barely like.
fell asleep and didn’t learn squat
fell behind in spanish because I don’t see any other purpose then talking it to my spanish friends that arent here in Mass.
I got hugs from strangers once again, I really need to get to know those two girls.
went to the doctor.
came home at 5
finished pointless homework at 7
30...
you again.
Im just going to get it all out right now, Don’t call me out on any of this. Appreciate I’m saying this.
I’ve been getting fat again. Im listening to Tupac, remembering how good my childhood was, look at it now. I love God, even though i make too many mistakes. I love Sam Frackleton, not that legit kind that everyone exagerates there balls about but you know. I want you to know,...
Te Quiero
Tomorrow im staying after with Juliana for the soccer game to hang out with my boy! I’m excited, because we can’t hang out for the rest of the weekend. I really like him. Friday is the WA game, I’m hanging out with some pretty chill people before. I’m excited for that too, i really love WA game, there crazy and its so much fun. Fer real. Love Juliana Viscione, i just...
i feel happy
for the first time in a while. because i know you really do like me lots, the feelings mutual baby. <3 aha, you make me smile so muchoo and everythings so real in a funny way. its good this way, you know everything about me and i know everything about you, for the most part yah know. I’m happy for faith and adam, you guys are so cute together <3
miss you b,rey*
Sam Frackleton
I love how my boyfriends best friend hates me And my boyfriend hates his bestfriends girlfriend. And his best friends girlfriend hates me and i dont have a roblem with her. I love how my boyfriends bestfriends girlfriends sisters boyfriend hates me too.
Its me and you against the world baby <3
Salad Fingers
I cant find my sims 3.
I was supposed to go to a doctors appointment but i took the bus.
My dad needs to fucking shut the fuck up.
I’m honestly not that mean so get over it prick.
I’m not a whore just because guys want my shit.
I’m going to beat you the fuck up.
i hate you.
September 2009
22 posts
superman.
your lifes great.
ten out of fifteen nights, tears come to my eyes and roll down my distressed face thinking of how life used to be.
ten out of fifteen nights, tears come to my eye and roll down my distressed face thinking of how life used to be.
i just cant get over the fact
that your dating her,
yea, ill say it out loud.
even though me and gary met once, and we didnt talk to long i really started to like him. anyone like that could make a girl fall for them in an instance. we walked past eachother and it was just right than we couldnt stop looking at eachother so we went up to eachother. corageous - kinda. he has a girlfriend now, he probably never liked me, well im jealous and hurt as fuck how he can just leave...
Brianna.
What it feels like to wake up early on a saturday morning makes me think of what my life used to be like. Before Brianna Moved out of the place we shared so many memories, the best ones. No one in this whole entire universe would know what i feel. I didnt realize at the time that my whole life would change, and i eventually moved not long after her. I miss Lowell, so i moved back for the sumemr...
Gloria, we lied we cant go on.
This is the time, and place, to be - alive.
Enough of it.
Im not going to the game tonight. Im not going to lowell tonight either. Juliana is giving Brianna shit, and I currently am not happy at all with her. I don’t hate anyone in this world. I think i like timmy again, and im talking to a cutie from hadley right about now. He’s pretty real good looking, and skates pretty well. He listens to good music, and is really nice. I don’t like...
I enjoy everything so much less because of you. My mood, my personality, my way of thinking has changed, no - its revolutionized. Into something stronger and at the same time, weaker.
News: This girls like my sister almost. And she goes and tells me how milky matty is into me, and hes gorge so im like yea im interested and she like dont go for him and im like why? and shes liek hes a manwhore....
I'll tumble a bit, and than maybe a bit more.
When you break my heart, everybody knows. Dont pull that shit again.
I’ve been talking to someone new lately. Not nearly as much of a winner you once were, but he’s way more real than you’ll ever be. You guys are around the same age, and fact he does know how old i am. Because this time i didnt lie, maybe it was the instinct that he was someone who would actually stick around.
...
The real mother fucking deal bro.
First of all - read my last post.
Second, heres my life these days. I dont know who i can trust. People are so different, as myself incuded. And, excepting that is hard for me, maybe hard for you. I live up to my own life standards, and play by my own standards.
I miss Brianna Lee Reyes.
I miss Lowell.
I miss the life i had before i moved, before i changed my style, before anything else...
The Title.
Because when my heart reaches my finger tips as they type the feelings out, i notice how your always there. If you can move on, how come its so difficult for me. Easy, you have the body in the face of a god - you can get any girl you want and im just a speed bump like the many of those who’ll you go through and hurt each time. I feel like you have forgotten me whole heartedly and when the...
im going
to the beach this weekend, if my dad picks me up from schoo0oo0ol.
You don’t give two fucks, well i do. I’m to vulnerable, lets blame it on you as a whole minus the negative. Impossible, and if its any other way, let me know.
I want my lip peirced,
FACT : i think i’ll do that right about now, again.
You, with the red hat.
fuck you.
you make my life fucking hell.
bring me up, tear me down,
repeat.
OC XB LT
i dont know what to say anymore. theres really nothing to say. i’ve given up completely and thats the end. theres only one person who knows, what exactly thats like because we’re the same and because we’re different. if i were to say i how exactly i felt you’d be on the floor swallowing my pity by the whole. i’ve come to the conclusion im too much of a dissapointment...
liarliarpantsonbackwards
ill sit here, listening to every song that plays and everything reminds me of you.
You make me depressed.
Westford
First day of school i figure out i have homeroom with my whore of an enemy. I also have science with her. I’m with all the wanna-be westford prick suckers. Juliana is honestly the only one i can trust in that whole school. not even Ryan or Ashley or anyone. Timmy’s still obsessed with my tits as is kyle. Ryan wants to go bases with me, Will wants to blaze but w33d is dumb, Alexa and...
If i do -
It will be one of the most stupid decisions, I’m just asking to be hurt now. Honestly, what does he expect? He never follows threw, he always fades away. I mean I need someone that will be ther 100 fucking percent. I just can’t help but like him so much, and it makes my life so much harder than it already is. But I cant help but feeling I’m not the only girl he tells his bullshit...
first day of school.
i hated it.
absolutely hated it.
i wrote a whole big post
on my cell phone
last night
and
it wasnt even posted.
FML.
August 2009
26 posts
Wishing I'd never come across your face,
Plagued by the memories of things unspoken. This is twice now, And who knows, maybe one day, you will know my name. Cheap talks with even cheaper company. Keeps the days turning into nights. While i regret ever making you apart of my life. Made me look over the flaws of your nature. You feel so old, used, but not yet broken, Not to think you have it all together.
I'm really unhappy.
I’ve figured it out.
I live in a horrible town with horrible people and a horrible school. Since we haven’t been talking i feel fucking depressed. People like you make me want to beat someone. There’s absolutely no one around me that has a fucking clue to what I’m feeling. I’ve been so nice to people - everyone. And honestly, it’s bringing me the fuck down. I...
This apple blueberry pie tastes like Christmass.
Yeah, you and your blog.
That was the meanest most half true thing I’ve ever read in my life. I get why you think of all the things you do when you here his name, or anything that relates to what I believe in. When in comes to the other half, I’d gladly agree except what is it you feel when you feel that feel, yah - know? maybe you just haven’t maybe we all might have not, but all you need is hope and...
YurTheBiggestHoeIveEverMet
Rocko’s the 28th, come.