September 2009
22 posts
superman.
your lifes great.
ten out of fifteen nights, tears come to my eyes and roll down my distressed face thinking of how life used to be.
ten out of fifteen nights, tears come to my eye and roll down my distressed face thinking of how life used to be.
i just cant get over the fact
that your dating her,
yea, ill say it out loud.
even though me and gary met once, and we didnt talk to long i really started to like him. anyone like that could make a girl fall for them in an instance. we walked past eachother and it was just right than we couldnt stop looking at eachother so we went up to eachother. corageous - kinda. he has a girlfriend now, he probably never liked me, well im jealous and hurt as fuck how he can just leave...
Brianna.
What it feels like to wake up early on a saturday morning makes me think of what my life used to be like. Before Brianna Moved out of the place we shared so many memories, the best ones. No one in this whole entire universe would know what i feel. I didnt realize at the time that my whole life would change, and i eventually moved not long after her. I miss Lowell, so i moved back for the sumemr...
Gloria, we lied we cant go on.
This is the time, and place, to be - alive.
Enough of it.
Im not going to the game tonight. Im not going to lowell tonight either. Juliana is giving Brianna shit, and I currently am not happy at all with her. I don’t hate anyone in this world. I think i like timmy again, and im talking to a cutie from hadley right about now. He’s pretty real good looking, and skates pretty well. He listens to good music, and is really nice. I don’t like...
I enjoy everything so much less because of you. My mood, my personality, my way of thinking has changed, no - its revolutionized. Into something stronger and at the same time, weaker.
News: This girls like my sister almost. And she goes and tells me how milky matty is into me, and hes gorge so im like yea im interested and she like dont go for him and im like why? and shes liek hes a manwhore....
I'll tumble a bit, and than maybe a bit more.
When you break my heart, everybody knows. Dont pull that shit again.
I’ve been talking to someone new lately. Not nearly as much of a winner you once were, but he’s way more real than you’ll ever be. You guys are around the same age, and fact he does know how old i am. Because this time i didnt lie, maybe it was the instinct that he was someone who would actually stick around.
...
The real mother fucking deal bro.
First of all - read my last post.
Second, heres my life these days. I dont know who i can trust. People are so different, as myself incuded. And, excepting that is hard for me, maybe hard for you. I live up to my own life standards, and play by my own standards.
I miss Brianna Lee Reyes.
I miss Lowell.
I miss the life i had before i moved, before i changed my style, before anything else...
The Title.
Because when my heart reaches my finger tips as they type the feelings out, i notice how your always there. If you can move on, how come its so difficult for me. Easy, you have the body in the face of a god - you can get any girl you want and im just a speed bump like the many of those who’ll you go through and hurt each time. I feel like you have forgotten me whole heartedly and when the...
im going
to the beach this weekend, if my dad picks me up from schoo0oo0ol.
You don’t give two fucks, well i do. I’m to vulnerable, lets blame it on you as a whole minus the negative. Impossible, and if its any other way, let me know.
I want my lip peirced,
FACT : i think i’ll do that right about now, again.
You, with the red hat.
fuck you.
you make my life fucking hell.
bring me up, tear me down,
repeat.
OC XB LT
i dont know what to say anymore. theres really nothing to say. i’ve given up completely and thats the end. theres only one person who knows, what exactly thats like because we’re the same and because we’re different. if i were to say i how exactly i felt you’d be on the floor swallowing my pity by the whole. i’ve come to the conclusion im too much of a dissapointment...
liarliarpantsonbackwards
ill sit here, listening to every song that plays and everything reminds me of you.
You make me depressed.
Westford
First day of school i figure out i have homeroom with my whore of an enemy. I also have science with her. I’m with all the wanna-be westford prick suckers. Juliana is honestly the only one i can trust in that whole school. not even Ryan or Ashley or anyone. Timmy’s still obsessed with my tits as is kyle. Ryan wants to go bases with me, Will wants to blaze but w33d is dumb, Alexa and...
If i do -
It will be one of the most stupid decisions, I’m just asking to be hurt now. Honestly, what does he expect? He never follows threw, he always fades away. I mean I need someone that will be ther 100 fucking percent. I just can’t help but like him so much, and it makes my life so much harder than it already is. But I cant help but feeling I’m not the only girl he tells his bullshit...
first day of school.
i hated it.
absolutely hated it.
i wrote a whole big post
on my cell phone
last night
and
it wasnt even posted.
FML.