Im not going to the game tonight. Im not going to lowell tonight either. Juliana is giving Brianna shit, and I currently am not happy at all with her. I don’t hate anyone in this world. I think i like timmy again, and im talking to a cutie from hadley right about now. He’s pretty real good looking, and skates pretty well. He listens to good music, and is really nice. I don’t like him yet. I haven’t seen brianna since the day after i met a horrible man named Gary William Hodge Jr. He started a new chapter in my life, the worst one. i dont think brianna wants to be my friend anymore because i make to many careless mistakes. i dont know if im going to the brokencyde concert and im mad. i want to talk to some one who could understand even if its just a little bit.

maybe.