What it feels like to wake up early on a saturday morning makes me think of what my life used to be like. Before Brianna Moved out of the place we shared so many memories, the best ones. No one in this whole entire universe would know what i feel. I didnt realize at the time that my whole life would change, and i eventually moved not long after her. I miss Lowell, so i moved back for the sumemr and it was one of the best ones of my life, except i’d trade it in anyday for the summer i spent everyday with my bestfriends in westminister. Think back to the way you felt when you woke up there, after a long day of crazy shit and a long night of listening to spanish music and ding dong ditch. Think of those days and think of tehe ones we’ve been currently living in. My life has a had a complete turn around - in the wrong direction. I changed my style, but i’m always up for a good time. Still, the best times were back about 2 to 3 years ago being crazy and living as free spirits. I feel trapped here, without any of the world feeling my craziness as it once had. I miss it, i miss nothing more, i’ll never stop missing it. I hate it here, i loved it there. We need to go back even though it wont be the same, it will brighten my day so much more. I miss them, I miss everything! We didn’t even realize for a minute how good we had it. Now look at me.